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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
3:36 pm
Ew. I'm so sick.

I picked up some Sudafed from the drug store, but it doesn't seem to help at all. *throws box*

I'm trying to get lots of rest and drink lots of fluid. I've been taking an ass load of Vitamin C too and looking up remedies online all day. Chicken soup is supposed to help, but I dunno how to make it and I really don't like canned soup.

I wonder if Ramen counts? :P

At least the sickness has helped me with not smoking.

current mood: sick

(sew me up)

Thursday, December 4th, 2003
11:46 am
I'm going thrifting today! Woo. I love thrifting more than life itself!! <3<3<3

I hope I find some cute stuff. Last time I found tons of cute stuff, but none of it in my size. -le sigh-

If not, I'll just buy myself some new body jewelry.

current mood: ecstatic

(1 stitch | sew me up)

Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
3:21 pm - barf
I dunno if you can get sick from too much caffeine, but if you can, I think I have. My stomach is turning. Ugh. Of course being in a miserable mood makes me want a cigarette...

Christ, I have no willpower. Maybe I should look into some self help books at Barnes & Noble. They've got tons of those things. Is Dr. Phil any good? Hehe. He must be. Since like everyone and their mom has his books. Even my mom has his books. But that might just be for show. I don't think she's read more than two books in her entire life. She's just too... flighty. Like, she can't focus on one thing for too long. Damn.. wonder where I got it? ^.^

current mood: nauseated

(4 stitches | sew me up)

Monday, December 1st, 2003
10:48 am
Just tryin to keep my hands busy...

I just did the dishes and vacuumed the living room. That didn't keep me busy for long though. I need a hobby so bad...

I wish it wasn't winter. I'd go take a walk.

current mood: cold

(sew me up)

Saturday, November 29th, 2003
4:35 am
I just woke up. For some odd reason.

Dammit. Mornings are the worst when it comes to craving. They fucking suck. *curses*

Imma make some coffee. That usually helps. Trading one addictive substance for another. Shame on me! :P

current mood: crazy

(sew me up)

Friday, November 28th, 2003
1:39 am - Hey Doc..
Still not a cigarette has touched my lips. I feel so proud. I'm doing alot better than I have before.

I feel kinda edgy still, but I think I'm gonna do alright. If things get bad, I'll just see if I can talk my doctor into giving me that pill.. that one that starts with a Z. Zyban?

She's been harping on me for a looong time to quit smoking so I'm feeling pretty optimistic about her givin me a lil help. I'm gonna miss her when I move. I've been going to her for about three years now and we have a really good doctor-patient relationship. *sighs*

Change is good though.

current mood: okay

(sew me up)

Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
5:24 pm - argh
Finally got a call through. Yay :D

Life is pretty much the same with me. I just got bored and decided to update. Hehe.

I'm trying to quit smoking again. As both a favor to myself and all the non-smokers I know. But, it's so damn hard. I've decided to go cold turkey this time. My last cigarette was last night before bed. I woke up around 9 am today... I feel so damn yucky and irritable.

I must have tried to quit like 200 times over the last few years. Once I managed to quit for a whole 6 months. *sigh* I forget how I slipped up... but right now, I sure wish I hadn't.

Maybe I'll look into the patch or those inhalers.

current mood: crazy

(sew me up)

Monday, November 24th, 2003
2:35 pm
Still no word and I'm kinda getting worried. I know the whole thing is a while off, but I still like to have assurance. Ugh. I worry way too much.

Kristofer did finally answer the phone yesterday, but he said she was at work.

Goddamn girl, how much do you work?

current mood: worried

(sew me up)

Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
12:32 pm - missing person!
This sucks, I can never seem to find Trixxie online and I've tried calling, but nobody answers. I guess she's just busy with work and she told me before that Kristofer never answers the phone when he's playin games or watchin tv. Poo.

Where are you girl?

current mood: lonely

(sew me up)

Thursday, November 20th, 2003
11:52 am
My throat feels all mucusy. Blah! I hope I don't have a cold. Maybe I just need to gargle better. Hehe. I'm going shopping today (I still have about 400 in my account after I bought the tickets). I'm just gonna get some new shoes. The rest I'm saving in case it takes me a while to get a job in Georgia. I sure hope not though. I would like to do some fun things while I'm there.

I tried to make biscuits this morning for breakfast, but I burned them. :x Maybe I should of paid more attention in Home Ec.

current mood: sick

(sew me up)

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